Apparently I have problems sending emails. Sorry... :0
But this week has been pretty good. So, I have a question for
you. What defines a leader? I have an answer for you. Someone who changes patterns.
What does that mean? It means that when there is a situation that needs to be changed,
they change it, whether it's within themselves or in the world they live in. So,
this week, I feel more like a leader. I have had some patterns that have been changed.
And it's been really good. The past couple of weeks, we have really struggled with
having enough lessons. As missionaries, we are supposed to teach 20 lessons a week,
minimum. We have had a super difficult time trying to get those lessons. But this
week, we had 23 lessons. I am so grateful. I will be honest, we had some help though.
Our Sister Training Leaders came and blitzed our area (meaning they both came here
instead of one of us staying and one going, with one coming here, and one staying
there). In 1 day, we taught 9 lessons between the 4 of us. And we found 4 new investigators,
and we had 8 baptismal extensions. It was fantastic!!! They helped us change the
patterns we were living in, and helped us get ready for this week. I was so grateful
to have them come. Some of my companions have been of the mind that having them
come is a stressor, and sometimes it can be, but I really love my Sister Training
Leaders here, and they really help us out. I am super blessed.
I have learned a lot this week. I have been working on changing
my prayers from a rote presentation at the end of my day, to being able to have
mighty prayers that can secure for myself and others blessings God is willing to
grant. I found this fantastic talk on it that really changed my perspective, and
since starting to use this pattern, I have had some really interesting insights.
This is the link for the talk: https://www.lds.org/ensign/2006/12/what-i-have-learned-about-mighty-prayer
But the first thing I learned was earlier this week after reading
another talk about retaining a mighty change of heart. I was really praying about
that, and you know how if you listen right, the Holy Ghost will help you pray? Well,
He helped me and the thought that came was, "Help me stay the person I have
become so I can become the person I need to be." I have thought long and
hard about that, that in order for me to keep progressing, I cannot go back to who
I was before. That just won't work. The other thing I learned was, "I have
absolutely no reason to be grumpy, but I have every reason to be grateful."
And as I have pondered on those two revelations,
I have realized how blessed I am, and how much the Lord has molded me.
Also, earlier this week, we were talking about how the Lord,
in Malachi, refers to Himself as a refiner of silver. Sis. Origer told me a story
of some ladies who were doing a Bible study, and they found that verse. None of
them really understood what that means. So one of them called a silver smith, and
shadowed him for a day. She asked if he had to stand over the metal the whole time
it was in the fire. He said, "Yes. And not only that, but I have to keep my
eyes on it the whole time, because if it's left in the fire a moment to long, it
will be ruined." Then she asked how he knew all the impurities were out of
the metal. He said, "When I can see my reflection in the metal, I know it's
as pure as possible." So, while having this story running through my head all
week, we found a video on Saturday called "The Refiner's Fire". It's a
Mormon Message. Here is the link for it. http://www.mormonchannel.org/video/mormon-messages?v=3897359657001&cid=HPTU111814487
So, all in all, this week has been pretty wonderful!!! Things
are changing, both with myself and my companion, and with the Eaton Ward. The Work
is hastening, and God is at the helm. In the Name of Jesus, Amen.