Monday, October 27, 2014

"Bathrooms Are Grace" - Letter, October 27, 2014



A couple of weeks ago I had an experience where I knew Heavenly Father was 1) Paying attention to my desperate plight, and 2) Chuckling at me. I left a members home, and having been there just a little too long, thought I would be able to make it to my next stop before I really had to go to the bathroom. Little did I realize that I had an hour long trip before I would be anywhere near a decent bathroom. I was about to start crying, when lo and behold, my companion, Sis. Lewis, says to me, "Look, a porta-potty!"

"What? Where?" I responded in desperation.

"Back there."

We were driving past a public park, and I thought, maybe they will have a real bathroom. So I pulled around to look at the buildings. I got out, and the one said, 'No Public Restrooms.' I just about died. And then we got back in the car. But then, we saw another building, which I drove too, needlessly, and they did have a bathroom. Sis. Lewis leaped out of the car, and in an attempt to save me, tugged on the door with all her might (kinda). It opened, and a light turned on!

Have you ever seen one of those movies where the door opens, and the light spills out, and it's absolutely heavenly? This was that moment for me. I turned the car off, jumped out, and ran in.

I knew at that moment that Heavenly Father truly does love me.

The End.

"I'm Not Sister Randall" - Letter, October 27, 2014



I must say that I have started to talk in my sleep much more on my mission than ever before. The other night, my companion and I had an interesting conversation. It went something like this:

Me: "Sister Randall. Sister Randall!"
Her: "I'm not Sister Randall..."
Me: "Oh, I was having a dream about her...sorry..."
Her: "I was having a dream about her too."
Me: "Hmmm."

And then I fell back asleep.

I tend to talk in my sleep when I get a little too tired or stressed, or sometimes, I don't know why, but it makes for interesting experiences. Hahahahahaha

Tomorrow is transfers, and Sis. Lewis is leaving, and I am getting a new companion. It will be fun to see who I get. Maybe I will train. Who knows? Not me. I just know that I am going to learn and grow so much. I am so grateful to be here!

Other than getting a new companion, this week has been pretty good. Sis. Lewis and I got to teach the Corey Family last night. They are doing well. They have come to see how much they need the Gospel over these last 6 weeks. They have been through fights, and sadness, and worry, and yet, they realize that when they try to live as the Gospel teaches, they are happier. It's really fun to see them try and change themselves. As a mission, each companionship is supposed to do an, "I love you because... (fill in the blank)" every night. We taught Jamee about it, and she has told Lee that she wants to do it with him. He doesn't like doing it so much. He says he doesn't know why he loves her, her just does. But he is trying. He is just going to have to learn how to unbend his pride a little. And they are trying to read the Book of Mormon every day and say prayers. We gave them a chart that has Morning Prayer, I Love You Because, Book of Mormon, and Evening Prayer, and who's turn it is to make sure it happens every day. Lee Can't be baptized yet, due to other things, but he is definitely learning, and Jamee is all about learning and growing, personally and as a family. It's great to see how much they are changing.

I love how the Gospel changes people. I love that because of Jesus Christ, we can be cleansed of our sins, those we do on purpose, and the ones we don't. I love that He came to offer us repentance. I know I can be changed if I let Him change me, and I know that for you as well.

Love, Sister Worthen

Monday, October 20, 2014

"I Had a Good Subject Line, But Then I Forgot" - Letter, October 20, 2014



This week has been reallllllllyyyyyy great!!! As I told you all about on Tuesday, I had a Sisters' Conference on Monday, and then on Wednesday, I got to go the TEMPLE!!! Wahoooo!!!
Ok, so in a little more reverence, I was really happy to go to the temple this week. It came at just the right time for me. It has been since March since I went. It was so nice to go in and just feel the peace that comes from being in the Lord's house. I received revelation while I was inside, and I learned so much. I cannot imagine being able to go to the temple, and not. There is so much I can learn there, and so much I can gain. I have a testimony that the Temple is a Holy Place, and it is there that we learn how to be like our Father in Heaven. And then, as I was thinking about what President Porter told us about being a woman as I watched the session, I gained a deeper understanding of my Father's Plan for me. I know you can come to understand that for yourself as well.

I am going to keep my epistle short today. But I would ask all of you to pray for Jamee, Lee, Jaylee, Raniah, and Adrian Corey. Their family is one we are working with, and they are having a hard time right now. They have a lot to work through, but with the help of the Lord, they will be able to make it through.

I love you all, and I know that Jesus Christ is our Savior. In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

Love, Sister Worthen

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

"Sheep in Wolves Clothing" - Letter, October 14, 2014



The other day, I was talking to Sis. Lewis and we were discussing how the area that we work in has the potential for several units to be created--there are enough people to make about 3-4 units in the land area of the 1 small ward we have. We were talking about how if the people would just listen, and then join, that the growth in the area would be amazing. But unfortunately, the people see and think we are wolves in sheep's clothing, that we want them to become polygamists, and that they should throw out the Bible. But the truth is, we are sheep in wolves clothing (these skirts) and we want them to throw out the polygamists and become Bibles. Hahahaha

But the truth of it is that we have a huge area, and there are a lot of people, but we can't talk to them all, and get them to listen. We have to learn how to work with the members to bring others into the fold. As we as missionaries and members work together, the fold increases. The Work Hastens, and the Lord is pleased. I have come to love working with the members in my ward or branch. They are the family that I create to help me while I am away from my family at home. It is only when I try to work with them that anything really starts to happen in our work. I cannot work without them, and they cannot progress without the missionaries.

This week has been FANTASTIC!!!! I had an interview with President Porter last week, and we had a really good conversation. As I walked out of my interview, he told me he doesn't think he has ever had an interview with me when he hasn't' laughed at me. I told him that it's true, and in fact, I expect him to do so. Then he laughed at me some more.

I was also blessed to hear from President and Sis. Porter yesterday in a special sisters' conference. President was asked by the Sister Training Leaders in the mission (kinda like zone leaders) to talk about the Doctrine of Women. So President Porter broke down 2 Nephi 13 where it talks about women and how they, in these last days, are selling themselves for nothing. Some of the translations for that chapter are super interesting. I wish I could tell you everything that he told us. And then he told us about the Creation, as told to us in Moses. 2. So when you read Moses 2, you will see a pattern of how the Lord created the world. He started with the Earth, and then the water, and then the sky, and the land, and I'm skipping things in here, but then he got to the plants. He started with grass-not very complicated at all, and then the bush, and the tree, and so on and so forth. These were followed by the animals. He started in the water, and created the amoeba, and the fish, and randomly the bird (I say randomly, but we all know God is not random), and whatever else grows in the water, ending with the Whale. What is so important about the Whale do you ask? It is a mammal-it has the ability to create life within itself. And then the day ends. And then God created the land animals, the one more important and useful than the last. So, we see a pattern of creation here. And last of all, He had 2 more creations: Adam and Eve. But, which was created last of all? Eve--Woman. She is the crowning creation of all things, because she is the last.

And then he talked a little about Priesthood. It has 3 meanings: 1) To Teach, 2) To Bless, and 3) To Set in Order. The Priesthood was given to Adam to protect the crowning creation: Eve. A Priesthood Holder has 3 tasks given as part of the Covenant of the Priesthood: 1) To Protect, 2) Provide, and 3) Preside. But what does that last word mean? It also has 3 meanings: 1) To Teach, 2) To Bless, and 3) To Set in Order.

And when Eve was created, she was created as a helpmeet for Adam. What does that word mean? It does not mean helper. Throw that idea out. In Hebrew, it means to 1) Save and 2) To Be Strong. Eve was created to save Adam, and her posterity. Without Eve, humanity could not exist. As women, we are vital in the role of saving children from Satan. Without life, there can be no chance of inheriting a kingdom of glory. If children are not born, then they are subject to the Devil for eternity, but because Eve took of the fruit, she could bear children, and save them from eternal damnation. We are co-creators with the Atonement and Christ, in the Salvation of souls!!!! How powerful is that!? And more than that, when a woman raises her children in righteousness, she can save them from living in the Terrestrial Kingdom, so that they can live as a family in the Celestial Kingdom!!!

I hope this makes sense, but it blew my mind when he explained this to us. I wish you could all hear him speak! President Porter is one of the most wise men I have ever met, and he cares so much for each of us. And the reason he cares so much for each of us is because he cares so much for the Savior, and in return, the Savior blesses us through him. I learned a lot about myself yesterday. I know how much I am a valued daughter to my Father in Heaven, and a beloved Sister of Jesus Christ. I am so blessed to be a part of the Lord's Kingdom here on Earth. I know this is the true Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and if we hold to the Rod of Iron, we can be with our families forever.

I love you all, and I know that the Lord watches over us.

Sis. Worthen

Monday, October 6, 2014

"Sometimes, You Run Out of Funny Subject Lines..." - Letter, October 6, 2014



This week has been an interesting one. I LOVED conference, and I learned so much. I am so grateful for the words of the living prophets who teach us and love us. I gained some MAD REVO aka really powerful revelation, about myself this conference. I learned what it means a little bit more to be a leader. I learned that we need to follow the prophet, but that we can know for ourselves that when our leaders tell us something it is true, because God has given us personal revelation. I also learned more about humility, and charity.

This week, we saw a miracle! We have this investigator family who are friends with another member here. The member gave us some insight on the family which we didn't like. It made us sad-we know that the Gospel can bless them, but they have to be willing to live it. Anyway, we haven't been able to see them all week, and I have been praying for them as much as possible, and then lo and behold! They texted us yesterday morning telling us they can't come to church, but that they wanted us to come over that night. So we did, and when we were there, the wife, Jamee told us that she misses the Spirit in her life, and that she and her husband have come to recognize that they are missing the Spirit in their home, so they are going to re-commit to church. And then her son broke his arm last night at a football game and they spent the whole night in the ER, so they weren't in any shape to come to conference...excuses. Oh well, but it was a miracle because the husband, Lee, asked us to come over. I love this family dearly and I want nothing but eternal life for them.

Grace. Grace is what happens when we do what God asks of us. And in them asking us to come over, we saw Grace, because Heavenly Father helped them to know that they need us (the missionaries) and the Gospel. And because of Grace, we saw a miracle.

I know that as we follow the words of the Prophets, that we will see Grace everyday. We just have to be willing to listen and obey.

I love you all, and I know this Church is the true church of our Savior. In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen.